Am I overreacting....?

So I have this friend. And I really like him. I told him some months ago but he just laughed it off. I just did the same. Sometimes, I feel like he doesn't even want to have a friendship with me. Like I'm just there for him to talk to when no one else is around. I can be having a perfect day and I'll go to talk to him and he will bring up some girl that he likes and it just ruins my whole day. Not that I don't want him to be happy..it's not like that at all. I just feel like, if he knows that I like him why would he bring up other girls. It just really irritates me to the point where I sometimes don't want to be friends with him. Like right now, not even 5 minutes ago, he did it again. I just want to tell him that I don't want to talk to him ever. He can be a really good friend most times. I just don't know if I'm willing to choose his friendship over my feelings. I'm tired of going to bed teary eyed every night after talking to him and having to excuse myself from conversations so I can cry without him hearing it. I am also tired of being there for him everytime some stupid girls screws him over. It's like...what is he waiting for? I'm right here in front of him..wanting him but he just doesn't see it. Is it time to end this friendship? I don't think I can remain friends with someone I love so much. I'm seriously starting to doubt that he has any feelings for me.